again

don't ask.... don't even try it... talk about unraveling... and have i mentioned the almighty dollar?kinda..

you ever look back at every penny you've spent and realized how unbelievably stupid most of those purchases were? like going overboard on Secret Santa or those stupid cheap handbags they sell on the street... and don't get me STARTED on the poncho and legwarmers...

so hit REWIND - back to pounding the pavement and studying for the bar... never done both at once though, this blooowwws...

sometimes i wish i'd get hit by a car or something and lapse into a brief-ish coma and be relieved of everything, just for a little while...
but i guess instead, i'll make an inspirational playlist for my iPod and trudge forward accordingly...

when you don't have money, it's all you can even think about... and that sucks.